I am sorry that I have been gone for so long. I have been out of touch and it's time to come back. Last October my ex-boyfriend left me while I was disabled and in the ER. He says he has his reasons, but to me he's just a pussy, excuse the expression please. Ran back to mommy and daddy when things got too difficult for him. Life became very difficult after he left cuz I was really dependent on him after my spine surgery. My life went right through the cracks when he left. I lost 40 pounds in a month because of all the stress I was under. I had a landlord messing with me so I would leave cuz I couldn't afford the apartment on my own. My cat went "missing" and was held for ransom and I never saw her again. Tink was 18 years old and I had had her since she was a kitten. I miss her. My car got sabotaged....I developed kidney stones and had to go to the ER 4 times in one month.
After dealing with all this I decided to take the winter and go to Cali to recuperate - it helped, but my life was still up in the air when I got back home. I lost my best friend and also lost another good friend who was my neighbor growing up. I lost my other two cats and my ferret when she decided she didn't want to hold onto them anymore.
Basically, I've lost everything and now I'm rebuilding. I met a wonderful man who is full of respect and honor, and he has a freaking backbone! He's a man, not a child and that is something I've needed for a very long time. For the first time in years I am genuinely happy! More to come!